daytrip

my day begun almost like any other day. wake up, bathe, clean up, dress, go out.
except it begun at 6.30am.
genting highlands everyone. not the best place to go but still damn fun to go up with your friends.

quick log:
7am: left uni for central
8am: reached central (yes, the wonders of kl public transport system) bought tix for a 9am shuttle bus up to genting and having an hour to kill, ended up at mcDs for their breakfast.. sausage egg mcMuffin.. mmm.. yummy.
9-10.10am: bus trip up
10.30am:
finally. we reached genting! went for quite a lot of rides. i even went on all the effing rides which i was adamant NOT to go to. namely the corkscrew. oh well.. i survived it! kinda fun.. sadly only 4 of us made it up. the rest all ppk us -_-"
flying coaster, corkscrew, cyclone, merry-go-round (laughs), teacup, pirate ghost hse (lame ride this), sg rajang flume ride (not fun being wet AND cold. lol), flying seat thingy, motion master, bumper boats, toboggan, go karts, etc.
and i'm so proud of myself! i actually went on the corkscrews and stuff. without puking my guts out. lol *pats myself on the back*
ooh.. and i actualyl went rock-climbing! see ash? i told u i could. sort of. haha. as long as it's not toooooo far. and i didn't kill anyone too *grin*
and yes, i know ur theory of being pulled up. steven thinks the same. (sigh) i guess majority wins. hahaha
at the bumper boats, the girl in line four groups before me caused a giant mess. she was using something in the lake, (my friends and i have a theory it's her phone) and someone bumped into her. HARD. (note: we ARE playing bumper boats) which caused watever she was carrying to fly into the lake. she came back almost in tears and complained to her mum. which caused her mum to go marching THROUGH the throng waiting in line to INSIST the workers dredge out the lake and find the missing item. and they, being malay and indian workers (i'm not being racist here.. it's just that the workers up there in the theme park aren't really THAT educated) couldn't understand a word of her bulletfast perfect english =/
they kept on saying stuff like 'cannot. we cannot. cannot.' think her crazy ranting threw them and left them wid a vocab of like. zero. lol
anyways, she left the throng yelling 'they're so impolite. so impolite! so impolite!'
hey, welcome to malaysia lady. wat did u expect? -_-" ur kid does stupid things and u're yelilng at ppl who CAN'T DO anything about it. come on, the water in the bumper boat area is also the wtaer that powers the flume rides and fills the paddle boat area. WHAT COULD THEY DO?!??!!
*sigh*
5pm: boarded bus back to central
7pm: reached. went to petaling street to shop a while. khong bought a new shirt. and steven was offered hentai by some dude. he came up, made a beeline straight to steve and told him something that sounded awfully a lot like 'cheeky cheeky master'. at that point, the rest of us started laughing so hard that i didn't hear much of anything else *musing* steve's prob got the hentai look. lol. (sorry for spelling error in unedited post =P)
9pm: back to carrefour and swenson's!
10.30pm: back to our apartments
all in all, the day was fab =)

snapshots



on the right is the first and only smurfette u'll ever see doing archery.
trying my hand at archery
i suck at it
real bad






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retreat into our childhood: merry-go-round

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motion master above and three guys trying to be cool below =p


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rock-climbing.
look real carefully.. i'm at the top left hand corner!
i'm leading. *evil laughter*
it's more tiring than it looks though
*yawn*






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<--- steven and khong having fun spinning themselves around in the teacup

aftereffects --->







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bumper boats! since i'm the one with the cam, no pix of me *sigh* lol

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khong, steven, alex and me (seriously, don't ask what i'm doing. ask no questions and i shall tell u no lies)

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brrr. cold *shiver shiver* lol
steven, khong, me and alex

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reap the rewards

wat an absolutely fantastic day. *sigh* uni gonna start soon so not gonna be able juz to pick up and go off for hols like this after this.
ooh.. right.. results came out.. congrats to all my friends for their straight HDs or almost straight HDs (yes, that's right. all my friends. for STRAIGHT or ALMOST STRAIGHT HDs. smart buggers, all of them. lol)

may the force be with ppl who survived the corkscrew,
cheers~

post worldcup syndrome

italy won! =)
the finals approached with me not really siding any side as my fave team got booted some weeks ago. anyhow i still favoured italy for few reasons:
i) france knocked spain out
ii) it's more fair for italy to win coz france won the cup recently
iii) how COULD france knock spain out?

it being the finals, i decided that i was DEFINITELY not going to watch it alone. so, called lin and found out world cup finals destination: han wei's place
headed over wid sookie at around 10pm where we spent some time gossiping and watching han wei play dota. everyone arrived around 1.30. small party but still fun.
thank god sara brought food. world cup's really screwed up my biological clock. and my eating schedule's gone out of the window. lately, my lunches are eaten sometimes around 4pm. dinner at 12am =/ lol on that particular day however.. i somehow ended up missing ALL my meals. coz.. parents went out for lunch but i already had a date wid amy so i passed. ended up in strait settlements (ref: previous post - and then again..) which has no edible food within its vicinity (actually.. there are. but i was lazy to walk across the road =P) so ended up not eating
had a bite at some bakery around 5? came back JUST in time to miss dinner at home (that was around 8+) *sigh*
anyway.. back to footie. as i was saying. small party. sookie, lin, sara, han wei, michael and me. luckily we didn't go for the street party. it was raining cats and dogs. which screwed up astro's signal. and kept on causing blackouts. played black jack during the match. accompanied by a few shots of whiskey. *note: never ever mix whiskey with coke AND sarsi. it tastes... horrigible =/* after the match watched serendipity which was sort of corny.. but it being a romance flick, that's expected.
sunday never ended. we went for mcDs breakfast after the movie. then i came home. and i WANTED to sleep. but i just couldn't. slept for like 2 hours. and then i was up again.
it's monday. but i still feel like it's sunday. missed lunch. and dinner. again. i'm hungry. again.
its a day that never ended.
on the up point, madison went to the airport. and she bought me anna sui's sui love. *musing* i wonder whether it's for my birthday... hahaha. if not i'll have to pay her back. lol.

anna sui's sui love

how nice. *grin*
i've gotta get a regular sleeping and eating pattern again. lol.

may the force be with the italians...
cheers~

and then again...

long time since my last update.
anyway.. today is the 9th of july. means today is the world cup finals day! the world cup has turned my life upside down. my biological clock is totally screwed up. i sleep at 5 almost everyday whether or not there is a match. and in the afternoon, i feel like a zombie but i can't sleep coz i've to help around the hse (i'll probably make a good maid/babysitter/labourer with all the 'training' i'm doing now. makes me wonder why in the world my parents HAVE a maid -_-")
i so hate leather sofas. i thought they were nice. until i ended up having to polish all teh sofas in my hse. omg. torture. my muscles have been begging for relieve but to no avail *sigh*

anyway... i went prom gown hunting. oooh.. i love shopping. even when it's not for me! anyways, picked amy around 2 and then we begun our hunt. ended up in strait settlements *note: this is where i bought my old prom gown from and the sales ppl there are sooooo friendly. and the girl helping us, emmy, is soooooooooo sweet. and helpful. and has impeccable english) after strait settlements.. drove to a shop in greenlane which my mum told me about. but i couldn't FIND it =(
and.. this idiot policeman pissed me off while i was there. i was driving (mind u, well within speed limit) and he horned at my car and pointed to the side of the road. i was wondering wth did i do wrong but watever, i pulled over. and then he rode past me and turned around and like asked me to wait (upon reflection he might juz have been apologizing but at the moment i though he was asking me to wait) so i bloody waited. and waited. and he disappeared from view. and still i waited. he didn't appear -_-" i drove off
couldn't find anything nice so we went back to strait settlements where she bought this really beautiful brown dress with beaded embroidery (at least it isn't black)

last few weeks were pretty much the same as usual. movies, going out, movies, going out. steven came down to pg so went out wid him couple of times. spent most of my hols shopping (omg i really racked up a psycho bill. haha. luckily this mth loads of savings)
went glo wid sookie, tracy and a whole bunch of saints guys last week. kinda fun, clubbing especially since i haven't gone in a long time.. and going anywhere wid sookie and the rest of them is always fun.
ken is still a killer when he's drunk/high. lol. luckily his car's ok now.

holiday is coming to an end *awwww*
frankly, i don't mind baby sitting.. but it really is trying sometimes when i've to wake up at 7am in the morning to tie my little sister's hair in the strangest concoctions. i suppose it's sweet that she wants me to do it and no one else.. but when u consider that i sleep at 5/6am and have to wake up at 7.... *yawn*
going back to kl in three days time. *sigh*
may the force be with prom gown hunters...
cheers~

cruising around the island

congratulations to 4-time HD boy =) to celebrate, family went for a one day cruise around penang island (would have gone for a longer one if he could actually get time off work. lol)

the liner (if u can actually call it one) is really nth to shout about. there's absolutely nth to do coz it's solely meant for gambling. but ok i suppose... the company was great even if there wasn't much to do onboard. in the end, my siblings and i spent most our time playing big two in the bar.. listening to really bad karaoke-ing. or on the deck. on in the arcade playing photo hunt and some horse racing game. the photo hunt was really crappy. the screen's in really bad condition so it's really hard to see the differences in the photos. especially if it's the rotating photo or the symmetrical one O_o

they had an onboard movie theatre too.. the movie sucked but the seats made it all worthed it. seats were made of leather and really big.. had this leg rest and if u leaned back with enough force, the seat would lean back. omg, temporary bliss =) but unfortunately, the movie really sucked. they got this really pathetic version of x3 and started playing the movie halfway thru. and they cut off the last part of the movie -_-"

the buffet provided was pretty good. except it was like totally impossible to get dessert. seems ppl who board the ship are very kiasu. the minute dessert was served, could actually see ppl running off with plates of cakes -_-" but otherwise, food was good.

anyway, we all got back, juz in time for the world cup match (world cup fever has inflicted my family bigtime *grin*) posted some photos from the trip but it's only a small portion of the actualy amount of photos taken (4 cameras = a lot a lot of photos) enjoy =)

photos from the trip

me and my big sister

girls in my family

family on the deck

lil sis doing a strange jig

family of four. no, that is not my brother's daughter

if i were a chess piece, i'd be...

big two

ooh.. plush leather seats

and... more of the seats

well, that's roughly it bout my holiday. will be my last blog for some time coz it's hard to get a hold of internet here.

may the force be with HD scorers,
cheers~

homecoming

this is the last day i'm going to be in kl for this sem. although, when i come back next sem, i'll still technically be a first-sem student.

reminiscing about the past (4mths anyway), i have to say i really don't have anything to complain about... i made a few really good friends here and other psycho buddies which made my sem anything but dull.
i juz went to watch tokyo drift with the group of them. went to watch them play daytona too. lol. al warming up to watch tokyo drift. the movie, is, as expected, brainless but with a lot of hot cars and hot girls. hot asian girls. although there were a few hot foreigners girls too. unfortunately, they couldn't get paul walker to come back, so *awww* no eyecandy =(
lol
they did get some guy that look somewhat like paul walker. and ugly version of him. and vin diesel made a cameo. not that i like vin diesel. i never liked bald guys. see, this is where i get inconsistant.. i can't stand scruffy, unshaven ppl. but i don't like those totally cleanshaven guys either *note this means BALD.. as in chicken-egg-smooth bald*
anyway, jay sonn called after that.. offered to take us out to watch the holland-ivory coast match. so we agreed (obviously! sunway is like... bleah) pity steve, alex, khong and zaid. they had to cram at the back of the car.. i absolutely refuse to sit on any of them. lol. luckily jay sonn drives a pretty spacious car. went for supper after that. man, eating at 3am is the sure ticket to getting fat. lol
anyway.. hmm.. i've become quite the football fanatic. if nth else, due to sheer boredom. since my exam ended, i've been waiting for my friends to come to the end of theirs.. so i've watched almost EVERY single match aired. some are good (like today's) but some are like.. real boring. like the england-paraguay match. sweden. brazil. germany. *yawn*

anyway.. i'm finally going back to my lovely little dirty island!
can't wait
may the force be with penangites.. (lok lok, ckt.. here i come!)
cheers~

armed evil

math. one of the cruellest subjects ever to be created solely for the purpose of torturing and making the poor sufferers of this subject mentally retarded.
which brings me to my subject: engineering mathematics.
my day started almost normally. i woke up earlier than usual due to strange dreams. stranger than usual at least. which, were probably were caused from overeating the day before or nerves which caused my overindulgence in food the day before.
anyway... as there was no possible way i would get back to sleep, i decided to study. sort of. i ended up watching music videos instead.
exam halls (usually) are ridiculous. they make it so frigging cold that me, bad circulation and all, usually turn so blue that it's scary. i almost look as if i had been suffocated and some puppeteer is moving my limbs around. hell, my fingers and toes turn blue. even my lips do. walking corpse
so, in order to have full use of my limbs to do my exam, i dressed warmly. note: warmly. means, i wrapped myself up nicely in jackets and was even contemplating bringing a scarf to wrap my nose and gloves for my hands. not that i did.
and so, i left for uni. and it begun to rain. not the sweet, slow, romantic drizzle rain. i'm talking about the psychotic, horizontally moving missiles that are supposedly raindrops. my umbrella, being the perpectually broke person i am, is pretty light and has to be opened in a certain way for it to be used (read: cheap) dragged my sorry ass to uni.
and so, trekking miserably in the rain to uni, some idiot car decides to drive really fast and splash water on me. come on, give me a break. i know u're probably in a hurry to get somewhere but hell, u're in a freaking CAR! it's totally shielded from the rain. drive a LITTLE bit slower so that pedestrians like me don't get pools of muddy road water tossed in their face. ok. so it didn't fly into my face but still, it's kinda miserable being wet.
and so.. in the classroom doing my math exam. damn, the classroom's hot. the aircon wasn't even on. at least i doubt it was. it was so damn stuffy. where the hell does our ridiculously exhorbitant fees go? they definitely don't go to our labs (we PAY for our own lab materials AND still have to pay a 2k lab fee =/). they dont' go to the student lounge either (2 pool tables with 3 ques and one foosball table. but all three are constantly not in functioning order)
conclusion: monash is totally ripping us off

math was ok. although i have a nagging feeling i'm gonna probably manage juz a credit =(
whoever implemented the rule that students aren't allowed to use calculators for a MATH exam and ENGINEERING math at that should be shot. and stabbed. and shot again for good measure. i mean, come on, move forward into the 21st century! who doesn't use calculators for exams?!?!
*note to readers: i've become so totally calculator dependent since high school. even dividing numbers like 1234436 by 10 gives me some pause. i need a calculator to work. and think. actually, i need it so that i don't need to think. =p

anyway, i left the hall early. it's currently 4.41. i left at 4. the exam was suppose to end like... now. haha. there's absolutely nothing left for me to do in the math exam hall. i don't know what else to write. i juz wrote a hell lot of formulas, plugging in numbers and hoping for the best. lol
2nd ODE -_-"
1st ODE -_-""
implicit differentiation -_-"""
integration by parts -_-""""
matrix and vectors -_-"""""
convergence and divergence and their proving -_-"""""" WTH?!?!?!

there is no hope left for smurf-kind =(
oh well. a credit will be good =) at least my internal results are pretty good
i can't wait to get back to pg. before my sister heads off. why are medical schools so strange? their holidays are like totally WRONG. =/
and.. hopefully.. i'm invited on the annual family holiday this time (i haven't been invited for the past 4 yrs. i don't complain. except that now all my friends aren't in pg, i might as well go for a nice holiday) whee.. a cruise! yay! now.. if only i were invited *musing*

looking at my current monetary status i'm sorely tempted to get a job. i'm broke. again. and not only clothes and baskins ok? there's only like 50bucks left. and i need to top up my phone. and i need cash to get back to pg. buy my bus ticket. and stuff. *sigh*

to my certain friend there, be happy. be strong. things will work out. eventually =)

may the force be with incompetant fools,
cheers

happy 22nd berfday babe =)

A BIG HUG FOR THE BIRTHDAY GIRL SARAH!!
happy birthday girl. XOXO

we, her darlings *grin* decided to go out to celebrate her 22nd birthday. originally we planed to go to swensen's but unfortunately it was under renovation so we headed to tgif's instead.

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY
is like one of the best places i've been to eat this year. the waiter's have this cutest hats which we girls uh, experimented with



the food there is fantastic. read: FANTASTIC. the dessert ej and i ordered (chocolate brownie) was like... omg, chocolate heaven. right there. momentary bliss. serious.
the cocktails offered was damn good too. i had the ultimate mudslide. think kahlua, bailey's, chocolate fudge, chocolate chips, chocolate cream, whipped cream all rolled into a mouth-watering, taste-tickling sensation. omg. *quote ej* fan-ta-bu-lous



the deco there was so darn cute too. they had the weirdest assortment of things mounted on the walls like these ancient baby-walkers, sinks, boat paddles, etc.
and the strangest (but cute) signs hung up all over.



some pix taken during the lunch/dinner. i would post nicer pictures but i'm no whiz at photoshop. besides.. after i reformatted my com i've been too lazy to reinstall photoshop on my com. lol



me, ej, sarah and faris



sarah and her cake



me and ej



sealed with a kiss =)



me and ej



ej, sarah and her dear



muax, babe =)

today is 6.6.06
bad omen? nah. don't believe in that. lol.
on the up point, my big sister's back! whee~ i can't wait to go back pg and see you again! big big hug!
may the force be with homecoming ppl...
cheers

happy 19th berfday steve!!

steven turned 19 yesterday. happy birthday steve!!
hmm.. actually as birthdays go.. this was a bit pathetic. since we celebrated in orange a.k.a one2eat. sometime in the afternoon i went to baker's cottage at ss15 wid alex to pick the cake up. thanks aqel for bringing us there =)
i think the heat got to me. it was soooooooooooo bloody hot. i miss the clouds =(
came back wid a horrible headache. been eating panadol like mad.
anyway... few photos taken during our sort of 'celebration'


birthday boy blowing out the candles


group photo


michelle, steven and alex


the engineering dudes. who are gradually becoming less straight. lol

anyway.. it's my darling sarah's birthday today =) happy birthday babe!
i'll do another post for her birthday later. haven't gotten the pictures frm her celebration yet.

may the force be with steven...
cheers~

therapeutic ice-ys

when life gets you down, grab a quart of ice-cream and it'll all become better.







math (i know, i SHOULD be able to do it. but i can't. sue me) was getting me really frustrated. i can't seem to do anything. *sigh*
and it all seems really frustrating. doesn't help that my bruise that came frm blood donating still hurts like hell. i accidentally whacked it that day when i was pulling my keyboard from the com table to my bed. one week later, my good deed is treating me like hell -_-"



note: this isn't the first time i'm donating blood. but like, the nurse this time was really incompetent. she poked me the first time. are u aware how painful it is to have an inch-long needle pushed up ur arm?
well let me tell u. it hurts.
but for a good deed, a little pain doesn't hurt.
so i began pumping on this pipe-like cylinder for roughly 10minutes. still no blood coming out.
so, they repoked me in a new vein.
that hurt even more =/
and so.. i began pumping again.
after 5 minutes, another nurse (i'm thinking she's the sister) came and told the nurse attending to me that she poked me wrong. so, she increased the pressure on my left arm and started jiggling the needle around. omg. that REALLY HURT. !@#$% i almost felt like screaming at the incompetent nurse that jabbed me in the first place. but she's kinda sweet.. and looked kinda apologetic so i kept my mouth shut.
note to those who are gonna donate blood.
actually WEIGH urself before u donate blood. i was kinda lazy to weigh myself so i gave them a weight. any weight. and the weight i decided to give them was the weight i was at my heaviest.
big mistake *smacks myself on head*
i ended up feeling reallllllllly woozy the entire day coz i think i donated more blood then was good for me. and i was walking around like some retarded fool the entire day coz my arm was way too painful to be held straight =.=
didn't help that roughly 10minutes after i donated blood and i was telling steve that it hurt he whacked the blood soaked cotton bud taped to my injection point. juz for fun. juz to see my reaction. *rolls eyes*
juz a random piece of information: a person usually donates one pint of blood which roughly equals 16 ounces which roughly equals 470ml. 1 quart = 2pints. so tehrefore, i'm gonna eat 2times of wat i donated. haha.
anyway... one and a half weeks later. it is still bruised. and it still hurts. and i'm still grumpy coz i've got tonnes of math to understand.
thank god there's always baskins.
and shopping.
and baskins. =)

may the force be with bruised good-deed-doers...
cheers

boredom ensues

i am toooo free. don't read it if u don't feel like it. You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

hmm.. iceman... i s'pose ok ok =) his powers ARE pretty cool.. i'll rather be like... er... storm? her powers are cooler =)

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

well.. i always knew i'm an illogical person. but i'll say my math intelligence is like.. barely there too. lol

Your Deadly Sins

Greed: 40%

Pride: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Envy: 20%

Gluttony: 20%

Lust: 20%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26%

You'll die in a castle, surrounded by servants.

How Sinful Are You?

at least i'll die being attended to =) whee~

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

lightning?? definitely not. me = 0 power. haha. although i'm sure many will agree bout the 'random violence' part.. no complains though.. lightning's nice...

You Are The Fool

You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path.

What Tarot Card Are You?

i'm a fool?? *sniff* true in a way. =p

You Should Drive a Saturn Sky

You're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona. Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down.

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

personally.. i prefer the rx8 but it's like so last season =p this car's pretty cool too =)

Your Personality Is Like Alcohol

You're the life of the party, a total flirt, and probably a pretty big jokester. Sometimes your behavior gets you in trouble, but you still remain socially acceptable. You're a pretty bad driver, and you're dancing could also use a little work!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

hmm.. i don't quite agree with this one. i'm definitely NOT the life of a party and if i'm a 'pretty big jokester' it's usually like.. accidental jokes at my own expense -_-"
i admit i don't dance well (*blush*) but i definitely drive pretty averagely. and more or less safely. lol

You Are 26% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

wheee.... i'm not THAT evil after all.. lol i KNEW it =)

well.. i was bored. so i added some extra ones. just for fun. *grin*

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

natural flirt? really? lol seriously? actually.. no.. i doubt it. but wth. at least not a cheesy flirt -_-" that's one of the options they have. serious!

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

no comments. i think i get charmed more often that i charm =/

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

well duh.. i AM a girl.

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,074,638

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

this one is pointless. i tried this wid a variation of answers. the price is about the same.
but wth. i'm priceless anyway =p

You Should Weigh 140

If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

How Much Do You Weigh?

wth. this will equal to roughly 63 kg. -_-" that's like.. 10kg more than i SHOULD weigh if i calculate using the weight chart thing in my dad's office. b.m.i? i'm not too sure wat it's called. lol

still a highly volatile specimen of smurf..
at least i DO have baskins in the fridge =)
may the force be with hopelessly lost cases...
cheers~

the last stand

watched xmen3 last night. it's an ok movie. great special effects. so-so story line.
highlight to read more:

i don't really like the fact that all the x-men changed so much. for one, they killed cyclops in like.. what? 20minutes? just because halle berry wanted a bigger role as storm -_-"
story line was a bit disconnected. they kept on jumping from one scene to another. and the scene at the bridge? how come it suddenly became night?!?!? =\
archangel played a damn minute role as well. not what i was expecting.
and how the hell could cyclops and jean grey die? not to mention rogue removing her powers and magneto losing his. and charles dying and having to transit body??? totally ruined my image of x-men. *sigh*
DAMN YOU SUPERMAN! YOU TOOK MY BRIAN SINGER AWAY FROM X-MEN!!! GRRR
lol
and i can't believe i forgot to stay back after the credits to watch the additional clip. even though i was specifically told to stay back. nooooooooo! my memory sucks!! *sigh*
and... iceman IS an idiot. guys probably wouldn't understand this but like.. the intent was wrong. *shakes head* even if all he did was take kitty skating.
ey.. but can understand him. rogue is pretty wishy washy in this show. and has like no power. no strength. -_-"

well.. that's bout the end of the spoilers *grin* gonna watch da vinci later. kin eu told me it's a bad bad bad bad bad movie. told me to watch poseidon instead. oh well.. too late. ej has been wanting to watch that movie for like ever. ohwell. even if it's not good.. at least i did get to go watch it. lol

went shopping earlier with steven. wheee~ i got my heels from nose. it's like 20bucks cheaper than it was previously. lol. all in a space of a week. wow
the one academy were having this exhibition at pyramid juz now. omg.. the paintings were soooooooooo nice.. especially the one they did on pyro, cyclops and storm. wow.. i want to go steal one! hahaha
studio r is on sale. steven has been agonizing on whether to buy pair of shoes there.. they're really cheap. he shud juz go buy it. reading this steve? juz go buy it. it's worth it. lol
don't need to think so much.

***add-on***

this is an addon for this particular post. why? coz i figured it's ridiculous having two post in a space of a few hours. makes more sense (at least to me) to juz repost this particular entry.
anyway..
steven decided to go buy the shoes (finally!) and asked me to follow him. so, the three of us headed back to pyramid. halfway thru, it started to rain.
my new shoes ='( they got all wet and sandy-ish. aih... had to come back after my movie to wash it up. lol. anyway... three ppl and two umbrellas. *quote: math illiteracy affects 7 our of 5 people* come on... this is really really simple math. two umbrellas over 3 ppl?
2umbrellas + 3 ppl = very wet
anyway.. i was kinda cold when we finally reached pyramid. was pretty wet. steven FINALLY got the shoes. whee~ we walked around for about an hour coz i was waiting for ej and sarah to come. finally we got around to watching davincicode! yay! *note to those who haven't watched: it's not really worthed it. the story line only follows the book for the initial what? hour? and.. it's kinda disconnected. and the ending? with the whole climax scene with tom hanks going all grand and stuff.. and then suddenly *poof* potong stim =.=*
anyway, since i was cold, alex and steven bought me a jacket from plastic. so sweet of them.. thanks =)
and btw, i AM going to pay u guys back.. i'll pay it back in installments but i'm GOING to pay you guys back. matter of pride and all that bull. i don't care. you are both gonna accept it. and no, i've never ever listened to the both of you and i'm not going to start now. you're both not that rich that u can go throwing money around like that =)
but anyhow, thanks. really appreciate it *grin*

***end of add-on post***

may the force be with x-men...
cheers

omg. suckage

well.. i'm updating my blog coz steven requested i did. i think he's running out of things to look at when he spends his hours and hours and hours online.
couple days back went mamaking with ej and sarah. lol those girls are crazy. and i admit it. we're all camwhores. so sue us. =p but it was fun. walking back thru those lonely alleys. singing. making as much noise as we could. making up ads. taking photos of our shadows. lol
wanted to go watch da vinci code. steven, alex and i went to pyramid. all set to watch. then suddenly chipmunk got a call. he had to go back do his moral presentation -_-"
so tehrefore, my dvc never materialised. ended up going shopping wid steven instead. i bought brown heels from vincci. ooooh i love shopping =)
and i STILL am crazily in love with the pair of pink heels i saw in nose. i also still need to get a pair of purple heels. then i'll have more or less all the colours i need to match with my clothes.
got gold, light blue, dark blue and the basic brown, black and white. lol
wasted i left most of my heels in penang. *sniff
i know, i know, u boys reading this will be thinking i've got too many. but a girl can NEVER have enuff clothes.
lol
went to try on some jeans in levi's. wooooooooooo......... they loooooooooooooook so nice.
every girl shud own a pair of levi's. unfortunately, they really cost a bomb. i tried the low cut, super low cut and super super low cut. think i look best in the super low. lol
oh well. one day i'll own a pair. juz need to save up first. lol
steven was obviously waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay bored. ooops. lol

sat. my grandpa's berfday. man, he's old. i hope i have a long lifespan as well. without the diseases and disabilities that come hand in hand with old age. anyway, ate like a pig. came back around 9.30
got back juz in time to help steven out. fella left his laptop in khong's apt. so therefore he called raymond to pass the laptop to me to pass back to him. anyway, i went down to get it. and raymond wasn't picking up. so therefore, i went back up to my apt. and then steven finally got thru to raymond. so i had to go down again. get the laptop. and bring it out.
that in itself was fine. no grumbles or rants.
having the ridiculous security guards picking on us for random info. that seriously pisses me off.
they asked for steve's laptop serial code, my name, apt number, where steve leaves and stuff. and made us write it down -_-"
seriously. WAT'S THE POINT OF THAT???
especially after steve told them he didn't leave his laptop in MY apartment. hell, i live in a private room. even if guys DID go into my room, they've got no jurisdiction over me. hell, the units might become co-ed nxt sem if the guy that owns my apt can't find other girls to take over went my hsemates move out *grumblegrumble*
went to watch dvc wid ej and sarah after that. but we couldn't get tix. so decided to go qbar. went magical theatre to eat first. food looks good. the drinks are cute.
sarah, ej and i were taking photos, the camwhores we are *grin* stupid old geezer sitting at the table next to us started taking photos of us. desperate bugger *rolls eyes*
went qbar after that. *yawn* the dj there reallly really sucks. omg, the song selection was damn lame. seriously, if they're gonna play dance hits, play it with proper beats. seriously pathetic. guys there too can't take hints. *yawn* this is why girls shud ALWAYS go with guys. couple of guys tried to hit on ej. lol poor girl. and some dude asked if i was lesbian =.= juz because i didn't want to dance with him *rolls eyes* how pathetic can some ppl get?
we left after like an hour 45minutes.
sunday was spent as usual. wake up, lunch, uni, dinner, uni, home.
steven was talking bout jap buffet. oooooh... i feel sooooooooooooo tempted. i've really become a jap food fanatic lately. lol my dear big brother's influence. he's a jap food fanatic.
may the force be with those who can't take a hint...
cheers

pointlessness.. whee~

well.. this is actually a pointless post. there is absolutely nothing to update since my last update. my life here in sunway isn't THAT actionpacked that i've to update my blog often.
i'm damn bored however. due to the fact that i've juz finished eating a burger (thanks steven, for the burger) and i'm too full to sleep. lol
and it's not healthy to eat before sleeping. eating before sleeping is like a huge contributor to weight gain =( and i definitely HAVE put on weight since i came to kl. since i'm like eating all meals now that i'm here. didn't really use to bother eating EVERY single meal when i was in pg =( *sigh* gonna have to watch my food intake. jelly tummy *sniff*
2am. and i've got a class at 9am. somebody save my tired soul.
i'm always sleepy nowadays. narcolepsy.
Narcolepsy is a neurological condition most characterized by Excessive Daytime Sleepiness, episodes of sleep and disorder of Rapid Eye Movement sleep. It is a kind of dyssomnia
for more info, check wikipedia:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcoleptic

i'm officially a narcoleptic.
*sigh
but i dont' sleep much. probably that's the reason why i'm always tired. the bags under my eyes are getting ridiculously prominent. gonna become a panda soon.

math.. is hard. oh well. i'll live. only like 2 weeks more to the finals. better start studying more. not that i don't but i suppose i juz have to put more effort into it. lol

chipmunk's sick. again. aih. poor fella. this time however, it's definitely NOT my fault. lol
the champions league final is tomorrow morning. don't think i can go watch though.. coz alex and steven have dynamics.. lol poor ppl

i HAVE, juz a point of interest, learnt my lesson. i must NEVER open any links steven sends to me. i hate receiving screaming entities in the middle of the night. damn scary. especially if they dont' stop screaming. and he and alex kept on playing those screaming things last night. aih. then after that try to scare me summore. at least steven did. =/ alex not so mean. not yet. lol
wonder how he did that whole translation thing though..
*note to both of you since i know you both read my blog* i do NOT curse that much. it's all steven's fault. how the hell did he change all the wordings in my blog =/

btw.. amy darling =) congratulations.. i'm so happy for you. love you girl! stay happy and god bless you.
and i have to say. i was right. i knew it. all along =)

aih, for some reason i'm still not in the best of moods. grumpy, moodless, hopelesness.. bugger. i hope this doesn't last long =/
it probbaly will. bleah. that sucks

may the force be with long lasting sufferers...
cheers~

you'll never walk alone

yesterday, despite the reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly tiring day steven and alex did, they gamely agreed to go watch the liverpool-westham FA Cup final with me.
gotta say, even though we all didn't get much sleep, watching the final was freaking worthed it

it was a seriously harrowing nail biting experience. omg.

have you ever felt your heart stop? even for a second or so? your whole body freezes up and u feel glazed over. you become feelingless for a split second then everything comes rushes back in even more concentrated than before.

that happened every single time liverpool let west ham into their defense.
reina really is a damn good keeper. even the freekicks right outside the penalty box.. he managed to save.
but i'll give a brief rundown

at first, west ham was controlling (a little little bit =p) and a really messy shot led to an own goal by carragher in the 21st minute. not even 10 minutes later, ashton scored. stupid bugger =/
at that time, i really didnt' ahve much mood to watch. especially with my two asses for friends supporting west ham (they only did that to bug me. seriously)
thank god cisse pulled one back for liverpool at the 32nd minute.

half time and i was akin to a frog squished. almost dead =(

then steven gerrard made the most miraculous goal at the 54th minute. i began to see light at the end of the tunnel. until of course, the bugger konchesky scored. he didn't even mean to score. bloody fluke. he was juz trying to pass the ball. bloody hell.
my life crumbled before my eyes again. even though i was being seriously poked by alex. that chipmunk has to get better manners. lol
anyway.. extra time and i was seriously contemplating going back. but like, i wouldn't coz, i already had to walk like 15minutes to the mamak and if liverpool won i'll kick myself for the next mth to come =p if they didn't win, i'll juz have seriously wasted my time. but watever, win or lose, it's worthed it to watch.
anyway, stevie g scored again 1 minute into extra time. OMG.. HE IS SOOOOOOOO talented =)

penalty shootout and liverpool won!!!!!!!!!!!! hamann missed. but who cares. i kinda pity ferdinand coz he missed the deciding penalty but watever.. liverpool deserved the cup =)

poor steven. he seriously looked like a suffering fan. but alex and i know better. he juz wanted to sleep. or eat. lol. poor fella
he always looks like a suffering fan during the football matches. he's more of an f1 fan than a footie one. lol

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i have to mention the grossest thing i've seen in a long long time. roach convention
was in voonie's car. outside a seven eleven near taman tun. then i saw this little roach waltzing out.. then it was followed by another. and another. and another. omg.. there were at least 2 dozen roaches running around between the drain pipes. OMG. DISGUSTING

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anyhow, back to the future. steven got three xgame asia tickets for us. but we couldn't go. coz he had to meet his mum early in the day. and by time he got back, and we tracked alllllllll the way to the elephant walk, we were told the event already ended. so ended up going back to pyramid. lol
steven finally got a hair cut *grin
and i think i finally convinced alex to shave *double triple grin
got back frm pyramid. omg.. the heels in nose are sooooooooooooooo beautiful.
i love them
but i can't own them
YET
hahaha
actually.. probably never. lol
oh well. i'll live =(
at least i DID finish my math assignment (sort of at least) and i DID spot like 2 mistakes in alex's assignment. hahhaa. THIS, my friends, is the advantages of letting someone copy your work.. they actualyl SPOT mistakes in your work which u didn't see. see? it benefits all parties *blek

p/s: steven.. i'm soooooooooooo sorry bout having ur mp3 player. still
haha. u might as well give it to me. i take it around wid me more often than u do. lol
sooooooooo sorry *paiseh

may the force be with liverpool fans (if u're not one, go die =p hahaha)
cheers~

all nighters

know i'm not much of a blogger person but wth. i might as well update my blog ONCE IN A WHILE since i DO have a blog =p
this past week, i have to say has been purely hell. it's rather monotonous and aside frm my friends, it's reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaly boring =(
let me describe my daily routine:
go classes, go home bathe, go grab my bks, go BACK to uni study.. dinner.. study till like 1am? come home, sleep.
REPEAT
omg, ej and sarah.. save me!! hahaha *sniff* jealous.. u all get to go singing in the rain.. hahaha
i really DO have to start hanging out at home more.. hang out wid them more also.. starting to lose track of wat they've been up to, what has been happening, etc. etc. *sigh
yesterday was like THE most tiring day i had so far. alex, steven and voonie had their dynamics project to do. fyi, they've been hard at work at it for the past week. although i usually join them, i don't provide much of anything else but comic relief... and a punching bag when the frustration gets too bad. lol *sigh
anyway.. last night.. they worked till the lights in uni got turned off.. so we went to voonie's hse to finish off the project (me still not contributing anything constructive)
worked thru the night.. came back the nxt day at 8am. *yawn
i hate this allnighter things.. i think alex and steven are rather dead at the moment. when i left, alex and voonie looked vaguely like zombies.. exempting the whole trying to munch on anything living part.
i also successfully drained the brand new battery steven put into his mp3 player. i listened it frm 12pm yesterday (it was a public holiday.. damn sad life eh? even on publicholidays i findmyslef in the freaking uni... grrrrr) until like 5am this morning
hahaha
i think i use steven's mp3 player more than he does. in fact.. i KNOW i do. lol sorry steve!

i also learnt something amazing bout voonie. he can quote lotr rotk almost exactly word for word (wtf?!?!!) lol he was reanacting parts of the movie this morning while we were at his place. really deserves an oscar. especially for his mary poppins reanactment. hahaha
i now have LOADS of discriminating evidence of my buddies here. one day when they're rich and famous, i'll have plenty of leverage against them.. *evil laughter*

aih.. i really miss my penang friends.. didn't really think i would till like i received a photo cd with a short letter from lin.. and got a call frm ash quite recently.. wow.. i REALLY miss them.. can't wait till they all get back together again. whee~


anyway, working on half an hour of sleep on a SATURDAY due to UNI PROJECTS has left me rather disgruntled and grumpy. think i'll go grub up on some sleep before the liverpool finals tonight.

may the force be with girls missing her college mates,
cheers~

the star that i can't see

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) e.e. cummings

loss of a loved one

R.I.P
14th April 2006

this is to commemorate the loss of jack-jack (sister gave the name. not me)
forever will i never see my beloved car, coded PGE 8127, ever again for he has been sold
*sniff

i'm going to miss him. and all the times we shared together. through crashes *oops* and many outings out together where he ferried me and my friends around the state.
time to get a replacement. haha

crossroads of twilight

well.. this is like.. back again to square one. time to choose a new life. all over again. kinda sad, if i DO leave, coz i've already made some good frenz here and i hate the whole hulabaloo of making new frenz and stuff. oh well. they'll survive without me =p
this mth has actually been a mth of a whole new lot of news. confusing? hahaha.
new surroundings, new subjects (sigh.. but not for long i hope.. hehe), new phone (whee~), new life, new story books (a lot of these.. hehe), new hairstyle (making my atm account considerable diminished)
may the force be with those who are having a whole lot of new olds,
cheers

WTH

dynamics exam on thursday. this is the time when the phrase 'oh god, oh god, we're (in this case, me) all gonna die...' comes in real handy. omg. so damn hard. haihzzzzzzzzzzzz
went to subang parade wid alex after the test... went to eat chicken rice shop but as usual, alex didn't bring the vouchers!! lol. oh well. pretty fruitful. bought a new bk, new satin-ish nightgown and new shirt.
friday.
i can't believe how long one can spend at the musa lounge. originally wanted to rent a movie wid alex, steven, voon han, thin, aereon and daniel. manatau, all the viewing rooms TAKEN. ended up at the lounge (we couldn't go anywhere coz the rain was too damn heavy. psycho rain) i went back around 3.45. when i went back around 4.30... i see aereon and voon han playing chess. lol. ended up going to eat. AGAIN. steven was born hungry =/
headed down to pyramid. i can't believe they persuaded me to watch water spirit. and i dont' even feel nice making them pay for icecream after that.. lol
the show, fortunately, wasn't scary. it was pretty lame

WARNING!! SPOILERS AHEAD!!!! (highlight to read..)
it was like, that girl.. eve i think her name was, wasting time nia. how the hell did she become the nun. and why the hell did her bf die? gabriel? how the hell did she manage to kill her mum's friends.. joanna??? i'm pretty damn sure they weren't even within vicinity of each other... then the last part. LAME. spear herself? WTF?!?!? then how come also she was never suspected for all themurders? NO SENSE!! lol. my only highlight (i think) was the chair that kept on sliding to the back left.. gave me a neck creak.. lol

after that.. baskins!! OMG! I'd forgotten how much i missed baskins. whee~ fantastic.

i then had the opportunity to watch the most intruiging thing.
steven and voon han paying 4bucks of parking.. in coins. and trying their best to make the machine accept coins that it didn't want to accept.. *sigh* =/
then.. foos.. whee~ steven's getting better.
now. damn sleepy. must do physics tute. lol think i'll wake up to do. damn sleepy d

hols soon. whee.. i get to go back pg~ can't wait!!! not that it's gonna be much of hols. damn. week 8 - physics demonstration on tuesday. wednesday gotta pass up math assignment, got math test AND physics test. *sigh*

may the force be with those who have no f***ing idea why they're in uni...
cheers~

*gasp* it's alive!

well.. it's currently 1.48 am. i'm supposed to be studying for my dynamics exam but what the hell. i'm not going to get any additional info into my brain juz coz i'm burning the midnight oil.
it's been some time since my last post. a quick rundown on wat has happen since i last updated.
went to langkawi after my finals wid ash, lin, yen, ken and jon. it was pretty fun although we toured very few places. the eagle feeding was pretty fantastic.
then until feb i was juz plain slacking off. wasnt' doing much. hanging out wid my group a lot. became ice-cream and dim sum addicts during that time. gave up on dota. watched this shuffling thing. omg. they're sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool. wasn't even planning to go glo that night but for the sake of watching the shufflers, lin, ken, ash and i went. but pretty pathetic. glo was so damn packed i couldn't see anything. even sitting on the table. lol
came february. cny! whee~ $$$
went for nianz's open hse. and lin's farewellcumcny dinner. lin's dinner was fun. got to play wid fireworks and crap. and had this slumber party thingy wid sara, lin, jo and wen. it was really fun. not to say nianz' one wasn't fun. itwas damn fun to meet up wid my girls again =)
then came all the partings.. linleft to sydney.. theni had to leave to kl. couple days later ash left to perth. so my group diminished
but at least, i came sunway.. whee~ nianz was here to help me move in and stuff..thank god for her.. love you girl <3
and i settled in pretty ok
not really study-wise. everything's so new. and tough. i wished i did physics in pre-u. and ext-2 math.. lol
oh well. too late. luckily my friends here are nice enuff to tutor me.
unfortunately tehy're pool addicts. gonna have to train up my pool.
started to play tennis (again.. lol) recently. i have detoriated a lot. i was definitely loads fitter in school. haha.
went to watch quite a few movies. v for vendetta (damn good show), shaggy dog (caution: suckage!), underworld (ok show. but hot girl =p), inside man (alex still singing the theme song couple weeks later.. *sigh* crazy chipmunk), when a stranger calls (also a damn pathetic show. but pretty star.. lol) any others i missed out? quite possibly. who cares.
right now, at this moment, steven's trying to convince me watch water spirit. don't think i really want to. but he offered baskins.. hahaha..

anyway. i'm sleepy. and i need to study dynamics.
may the force be with static minded ppl who need to be dynamic minded...
cheers~

tagged??

nianzie wants us to do this. so fine. i'll do it. =p

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet. don't like it being tooooooo quiet though....
[] I am really ticklish. not really.. i do have ticklish spots but not many ppl know where they are...
[*] I'm afraid of the dark. pretty much, yea
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night
[ ] I am homosexual.
[*] I believe in true love. unfortunately...
[ ] I've ran away from home. i want to go home. think i've ever ran away?
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[*] I shut others out when I'm sad. except for a select few...
[*] I stayed out all night. yup. very very often. not much nowadays that uni has started though..
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[*] I am keeping a secret from the world. quote amy "who isn't?"
[*] I watch the news. lame? pathetic? so sue me. i can't afford newspapers anymore
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. don't actually own CDs anymore. rip stuff off the net =p
[*] I love Disney movies. juz keep swimming....
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes. hmm.. if only asians had green eyes.....
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[*] I curse once in awhile. never in the extreme
[ ] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.
[*] I've slipped and fell in public. who hasn't? besides.. i'm rather klutzy =p
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[*] I bake well. more or less. but it's all rather a matter of perception isn't it?
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class. damn vain.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[*] Talked on a phone for 5+hours time of my life i dont' like talking about
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[*] I like someone.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[*] I am self-conscious. average teenage girl behaviour... but not to the extreme... at least i hope not..
[*] I love to laugh. laughing is good for the soul
[*] I have tried alcohol. regularly. cut down on the intake already though.. lol
[*] I drink alcohol on a regular basis. often enough. but as stated above. stopped already. i need all the brain cells i have
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[*] I loved Lord of the Flies. one of the better classical bks.. rather disturbing though..
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills. no prob wid this.. especially after std6... =p
[*] I have a few scars. many many.. guides is bad for the skin. bamboo leaves permanent scars
[*] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[*] I love chocolate. ice-cream's better
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[*] I play computer games when I'm bored. living in a secluded, disconnected dusthole, i DO need some entertainment...
[*] Gotten lost in the city. hahaha. i admit it. i'm damn blur
[ ] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[*] Hugged a stranger. a friend's friend... who hugs in greeting
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex. don't like fighting
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at your parents.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose. nope. never on purpose. i'm not THAT evil
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stiches.
[*] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. it's called exam time. wait.. does milo count? oh well.. i've drank milk often enough too.. haha
[*] Bitten someone. yep. be careful. i bite =p
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.
[*] Crashed into a car. sigh
[ ] Been to Japan.
[*] Ridden in a taxi. in kl.. who hasn't?
[*] Shoplifted. unintentionally. they didn't check my stuff out. and i didn't know. until i got back and compared my expenditure and found a difference in accounts...
[ ] Been fired.
[*] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. sigh. double sigh. triple sigh. hahaha
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach. eek.. the quality (looks-wise and age-wise) of all my male teachers.... WRONG!
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[*] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[*] Been on a plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[*] Thrown up in a bar. *blush*
[*] Eaten sushi. recently became pretty addicted to jap food.. haha
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[ ] Been ice skating. steven, alex and the rest of my gang here.. i STILL WANT TO GO. after dynamics!!
[*] Cried in public. *blushes again*
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. never purposely.. but i DO have a problem with traffic.. as ash and steven well know.. hahaha
[*] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have. guilty. =/
[*] Thought of someone almost 24/7.
[ ] Hate the world.

liberation

Liberation

well.. finally... exams are over!! liberated for the nxt few mths... my poor brain won't need to suffer anymore.. haha
i juz thought of this:
1 brain versus 5 exams
it's not fair.. it's almost akin to playing 1 pro dota player against 5 high-end noobs...
it equals to the pro getting beaten into dust
same thing goes to my brain.. it gets beaten into submission
and it doesn't really make a difference.. coz i don't know what nonsense i remembered
haha
hmm... oh well.. time for enjoyment now..
some of my col frenz and i plan to go langkawi after they all finish their papers (haha.. poor humanitarians... they've gotta suffer till 11th nov.. and one until 14th.. lol)
i hope that the trip turns out.. furthermore.. they want to be 'adventurous' and juz go there and hope that there'll be a vacant hotel room.. haha.. and the 7 of us.. are going to CRAM in that room.. ooh.. lol oh well.. not that i think we'll be sleeping much...
anyway.. so many things to do after exams.. haha... karaoke? haha.. we're gonna make each other go deaf.. lol
haihz... i discovered something very odd about my brain
stuff i NEED to remember like my exam schedule, notes, EXAM STUFF.. it absolutely refuses to remember anything... and things i want to forget.. it juz keeps on resurfacing in my mind over and over and over again... how pathetic.. the brain works in strange ways: remembers things you want to forget.. and forgets things you NEED to remember..
oh well.. i'll be grateful i've got a brain, however pathetic it is

back to my happy thoughts... those things which i can't forget = BAD MEMORIES
haha.. i'll stick to my happy thoughts... when u come across bad times, go back to when u were happy.. not quite possible for me, but i'll juz look forward to new happy memories.. haha.. which hopefully will bury the old ones
yay!! exam over!! think i might have pissed some ppl off.. haha.. with my overjoyous outlook of life at the moment... haha.. as most of them still have exams... haha

may the force be with happy on the outside ppl..
cheers~

letting go

"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

i came across this in k.yin's friendster. i have to say, reading this.. really strikes a chord. some memories should remain as that: memories. hindsight is important-it teaches us valuable lessons. sometimes one juz needs to get burnt to know the danger of a fire. moving on and treasuring memories is a rather apt statement. it holds true.. one will learn more from experience.
many things in life juz aren't meant to be. and, accepting those things that weren't meant to be is the best way to move on. but unfortunately, letting go isn't always an option.
i know many many things in my life which juz aren't meant to be.
many things in my life which i juz dont' cement with
one of the most prominent things in my life which i juz don't cement with is studies..
as i said... letting go isn't always an option...

now.. if only i can get thru my exam with a reasonably high UAI....

anyone up for another round of dota?

i feel the keen need of pawning someone.. haha.. OWNING!! DOMINATING!! GODLIKE!!
that's juz wicked sick
i've got too much dota in my system
but i have to confess.. it pretty fun.. haha...

may the force be with unwilling exam-takers...
cheers~

nostalgia

*sigh* wat a waste.. my 3rd and final sem at inti has finally become interesting and fun... and it's gonna end in.. mm... 5 days... haih... saddening
it's rather interesting that despite the fact that our exams are juz around the corner, we're all still rushing out to play dota every break we have... lol, poor jo gets blamed everytime a few of us don't go.. oh well.. i'd bet she'll live wid it.. poor gal.. lol
exams start in 16 days.
oh well.. we need our time for fun and frolic
or not.. we'll all juz go mad
i'm gonna miss all the frenz i made here at inti... they really made my college yr really fun and a pleasure to attend. all the ups and downs... frenz who came and went... i'm thankful that this yr was pretty much filled with joy and laughter... thanks to all my frenz who made this yr so memorable
lol, i have to say this though.. in one of the debates my frenz and i were having.. i have come to a conclusion that ppl are juz plain weird.. i s'pose, arguably it is pretty normal for them, i still find it wrong.. wrong wrong wrong.. haha..
hmm, prom nite.. prom nite was pretty fun... thanks to all the ppl at table 11 who made the nite an enjoyable one! lol.. despite certain ppl at my table being pretty mean.. it was really funny.. and did brighten the nite up considerably... haha prom ended really late though.. more than an hour off..
went to glo after that. first time. hmm... i have to say i was pretty blur and lost in thr. thankfully there were the 4 ppl there who were more or less looking out for me... lol i must have pretty much ruined their nite (or morning more like it).. oops.. sorry.. my sincere apologies.. lol
it wasn't too bad... not really wat i expected but i didn't have much expectations so it was more or less a pretty good experience
hmm.. watched the hsc summer carnival video.. lol.. there was this ONE memorable scene... it will forever be etched in my memory.. pretty evil of me but who cares.. sue me.. haha.. i'll live wid my evilness....
juz installed dota on my com.. hopefully.. i dont' get pawned when i start playing.. oh well
my dota was nvr good
hmm... was taking a good look at my finances. think i'm gonna have to get a job come yr end. maybe at coffee bean or something
jeez.. how tiresome.
oh well
exam coming up. *note* 33 days to freedom! woo hoo!! pei wen's berday coming up. must remember to go.. must! must!
sure hope i don't oversleep and miss it.. lol
may the force be with ppl taking their final paper....
cheers~

lalalala

today, as i sit here, surrounded by numerous bks, i ponder upon this question which has been a constant gnat in my mind... 'Why in the world do i bother to blog? i don't even particularly like blogging'. the first answer that comes to mind is 'coz i'm bored' however pathetic that makes me and my life sound, i'm sad to say it's true. anyway, blogging, in a way, is a good way to keep up wid frenz lives.. although.. i seldom read my frenz blogs... wait a minute... seldom? more like nvr.. haha.. 'cept for like... wat, 3 ppl?? pathetic
anyway, this has been a turbulent month or so for me... despite the exams, which, by the way, rendered me an idiot as my brain cells were all killed off, i have to say, august was a pretty happy month for me... i had a good sem break and i have to say, i was genuinely pleased with life *grin*
good things, however, do not last.. they nvr do.... life is like a hill... it goes up, up, up but regardless, it will come down in the end... and i s'pose september stars clash wid my leo ones.. hahahaha....
it's pathetic. only 14days have passed. and i this mth has been waaaaaaaaaaaaaay frustrating, irritating, upsetting, any negative emotion. seems everything bad HAS to happen together all at once. oh well. i'll live and i definitely hope life will pick up again soon.. haha... oh well... i'll juz picked up the scattered shards of life and continue from there.. sooner or later, the puzzle will be completed.. muah ha ha!! i'm trying to sound.. hmm... poetic?? juz comes across as lame.. oh well.. back to my bks... prom coming up. finals coming up. freedom coming up. woo hoo!!
may the force be with non-willing bloggers..
cheers~

today i am become death

finally!! trials are over!! ok, before i elaborate bout this week, i'll elaborate bout my pathetic study break
wat did i do during study break?
obviously: study
ish.. super damn boring.. damn horrible... wat else?? hahaha.. juz the superlative of any negative attitude.. hahah.. it was terrible.. juz study and study.. and study.. wat do u do during study break? take a break from study? *bleah* yeah right
and my birthday was smack right in the middle of the break.. hehe.. life sucks doesn't it? luckily my frenz came over.. really nice of the four of them as all of them had major exams this entire week.. they came over for a 'surprise' berfday party wid cake and stuff... chocolate banana from secret recipe!! yum!! hehe.. pity them.. wonder how much of their 'surprising' came out of their pockets as they brought gifts as well.. hehe
then this week.. trials.
someone pls kill me
it was sooooooo extremely horrible.. hahahaa
nth to say bout it
anyway, tried the new top-choc ice-cream.. haha.. cheh.. edric can say i evil for tempting him and matt into taking it also.. hahahaa.. nonsense! lol
after bio, our last paper.. we actualyl went mad.. haha.. went to gurney.. saw there was movie for stealth at 12.45 (we reached at 12) and we bought tickets.. quickly went for lunch.. went for movie.. came out at 3.. saw that there was 'the island' playing at 3.30. so went to borrow student IDs from the numerous inti-ans walking around inti. bought tix. then in the 15 minutes we had, went to play time crisis.. hahaha.. the 4 of us ARE crazy.. hahahaa...
anyway, as post-exam celebrations, that's as fun as it can get..
after the movie marathon couldn't move.. haha.. by 6, all of us had sore backsides, headaches, eye-aches and watever other aches one could think of.. haha.. but i requote myself: that's as fun as it can get
lol anyway, now the post exam elation is wearing off.. ish.. time to sleep.. been lacking sleep for the past 3 weeks or so.. hehe
may the force be with euphoria..
cheers~