i forget...

i forget, i won't be around during the anniversary of your.. passing, so i'd dedicate a short message to you first, now, a few days early.

i'm going to go see your parents later with the other girls, and i hope, for your sake more than anything, they are doing better. i know you loved your parents a lot and it must pain you to see them suffering so much.
yet, know that we all miss you, and that will never change.
time has lessened the ache that you'll not be around anymore but i'll like you to know, you have brought us, the remainder of us, closer together.
i hope you're happy wherever you are, sometimes, i wished i belief in the afterlife because i know, if there were one, you'll be well looked after there, popular and happy and full of joy because you, of almost everyone i know, were one of the best people. you touched my life, you filled it with shards of gold, and aye, ribbons of pink.

on your anniversary -
very much do i miss you.