working smurf

decided not to bitch too much on my blog so i modified it slightly.


i am officially a vacation trainee.

a vacation trainee basically means you work long hours (8.30 - 5.30) and u're underpaid. till now i'm not too sure what my pay is. i can't think it's too high.

i don't really do anything all day but look at files.
no one leaves the office. not even for the lunch hour.
*sigh

tis a bit stressful coz i don't really know what to do and how to do any of it.
i hope i shall get the hang of it soon.

it's all my for my future. bite my tongue and keep at it. only two months anyway.

my colleagues are nice though. one of them's pretty hot.
at one point she was laughing and saying 'last time every week go glo.. now go all "gina" '
i shall keep mum on the fact that i'm one of the 'gina' that does go.

anyway. i shall stop complaining bout work. i could be vegetating and becoming useless.

wait. that doesn't sound too bad.

anyway
abstract of an article about babies/newborns/infants i read recently:

Newborns can feel all different sensations, but respond most enthusiastically to soft stroking, cuddling and caressing. Gentle rocking back and forth often calms a crying infant, as do massages and warm baths.
...staring at random objects. Usually anything that is shiny, has sharp contrasting colors, or has complex patterns will catch an infant's eye...
...like to be wrapped tightly as it gives infants a sense of security...



hmm. interesting.
no, i'm not looking on how to raise a child. or my little sister.
i'm still blessedly unaffected by the maternal instinct and the need to populate the world with my *cough* good genes.



*more pondering*
damnit. i'm like an infant.
i respond like all of the above
-_-"

i want a hug.
the tight squeezy comfy kinda hug.
so, as i can't get that at the moment i shall settle for snuggling deep under my comforters and saying goodnight to the world.
i after all have to be at work 8.30am.

may the force be with my infant instincts..
cheers~