loss of a loved one

R.I.P
14th April 2006

this is to commemorate the loss of jack-jack (sister gave the name. not me)
forever will i never see my beloved car, coded PGE 8127, ever again for he has been sold
*sniff

i'm going to miss him. and all the times we shared together. through crashes *oops* and many outings out together where he ferried me and my friends around the state.
time to get a replacement. haha

crossroads of twilight

well.. this is like.. back again to square one. time to choose a new life. all over again. kinda sad, if i DO leave, coz i've already made some good frenz here and i hate the whole hulabaloo of making new frenz and stuff. oh well. they'll survive without me =p
this mth has actually been a mth of a whole new lot of news. confusing? hahaha.
new surroundings, new subjects (sigh.. but not for long i hope.. hehe), new phone (whee~), new life, new story books (a lot of these.. hehe), new hairstyle (making my atm account considerable diminished)
may the force be with those who are having a whole lot of new olds,
cheers

WTH

dynamics exam on thursday. this is the time when the phrase 'oh god, oh god, we're (in this case, me) all gonna die...' comes in real handy. omg. so damn hard. haihzzzzzzzzzzzz
went to subang parade wid alex after the test... went to eat chicken rice shop but as usual, alex didn't bring the vouchers!! lol. oh well. pretty fruitful. bought a new bk, new satin-ish nightgown and new shirt.
friday.
i can't believe how long one can spend at the musa lounge. originally wanted to rent a movie wid alex, steven, voon han, thin, aereon and daniel. manatau, all the viewing rooms TAKEN. ended up at the lounge (we couldn't go anywhere coz the rain was too damn heavy. psycho rain) i went back around 3.45. when i went back around 4.30... i see aereon and voon han playing chess. lol. ended up going to eat. AGAIN. steven was born hungry =/
headed down to pyramid. i can't believe they persuaded me to watch water spirit. and i dont' even feel nice making them pay for icecream after that.. lol
the show, fortunately, wasn't scary. it was pretty lame

WARNING!! SPOILERS AHEAD!!!! (highlight to read..)
it was like, that girl.. eve i think her name was, wasting time nia. how the hell did she become the nun. and why the hell did her bf die? gabriel? how the hell did she manage to kill her mum's friends.. joanna??? i'm pretty damn sure they weren't even within vicinity of each other... then the last part. LAME. spear herself? WTF?!?!? then how come also she was never suspected for all themurders? NO SENSE!! lol. my only highlight (i think) was the chair that kept on sliding to the back left.. gave me a neck creak.. lol

after that.. baskins!! OMG! I'd forgotten how much i missed baskins. whee~ fantastic.

i then had the opportunity to watch the most intruiging thing.
steven and voon han paying 4bucks of parking.. in coins. and trying their best to make the machine accept coins that it didn't want to accept.. *sigh* =/
then.. foos.. whee~ steven's getting better.
now. damn sleepy. must do physics tute. lol think i'll wake up to do. damn sleepy d

hols soon. whee.. i get to go back pg~ can't wait!!! not that it's gonna be much of hols. damn. week 8 - physics demonstration on tuesday. wednesday gotta pass up math assignment, got math test AND physics test. *sigh*

may the force be with those who have no f***ing idea why they're in uni...
cheers~

*gasp* it's alive!

well.. it's currently 1.48 am. i'm supposed to be studying for my dynamics exam but what the hell. i'm not going to get any additional info into my brain juz coz i'm burning the midnight oil.
it's been some time since my last post. a quick rundown on wat has happen since i last updated.
went to langkawi after my finals wid ash, lin, yen, ken and jon. it was pretty fun although we toured very few places. the eagle feeding was pretty fantastic.
then until feb i was juz plain slacking off. wasnt' doing much. hanging out wid my group a lot. became ice-cream and dim sum addicts during that time. gave up on dota. watched this shuffling thing. omg. they're sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cool. wasn't even planning to go glo that night but for the sake of watching the shufflers, lin, ken, ash and i went. but pretty pathetic. glo was so damn packed i couldn't see anything. even sitting on the table. lol
came february. cny! whee~ $$$
went for nianz's open hse. and lin's farewellcumcny dinner. lin's dinner was fun. got to play wid fireworks and crap. and had this slumber party thingy wid sara, lin, jo and wen. it was really fun. not to say nianz' one wasn't fun. itwas damn fun to meet up wid my girls again =)
then came all the partings.. linleft to sydney.. theni had to leave to kl. couple days later ash left to perth. so my group diminished
but at least, i came sunway.. whee~ nianz was here to help me move in and stuff..thank god for her.. love you girl <3
and i settled in pretty ok
not really study-wise. everything's so new. and tough. i wished i did physics in pre-u. and ext-2 math.. lol
oh well. too late. luckily my friends here are nice enuff to tutor me.
unfortunately tehy're pool addicts. gonna have to train up my pool.
started to play tennis (again.. lol) recently. i have detoriated a lot. i was definitely loads fitter in school. haha.
went to watch quite a few movies. v for vendetta (damn good show), shaggy dog (caution: suckage!), underworld (ok show. but hot girl =p), inside man (alex still singing the theme song couple weeks later.. *sigh* crazy chipmunk), when a stranger calls (also a damn pathetic show. but pretty star.. lol) any others i missed out? quite possibly. who cares.
right now, at this moment, steven's trying to convince me watch water spirit. don't think i really want to. but he offered baskins.. hahaha..

anyway. i'm sleepy. and i need to study dynamics.
may the force be with static minded ppl who need to be dynamic minded...
cheers~

tagged??

nianzie wants us to do this. so fine. i'll do it. =p

[ ] I'm afraid of the quiet. don't like it being tooooooo quiet though....
[] I am really ticklish. not really.. i do have ticklish spots but not many ppl know where they are...
[*] I'm afraid of the dark. pretty much, yea
[ ] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night
[ ] I am homosexual.
[*] I believe in true love. unfortunately...
[ ] I've ran away from home. i want to go home. think i've ever ran away?
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[*] I shut others out when I'm sad. except for a select few...
[*] I stayed out all night. yup. very very often. not much nowadays that uni has started though..
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[*] I am keeping a secret from the world. quote amy "who isn't?"
[*] I watch the news. lame? pathetic? so sue me. i can't afford newspapers anymore
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. don't actually own CDs anymore. rip stuff off the net =p
[*] I love Disney movies. juz keep swimming....
[ ] I am a sucker for green eyes. hmm.. if only asians had green eyes.....
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[*] I curse once in awhile. never in the extreme
[ ] I have (had) "x"s in my screen name.
[*] I've slipped and fell in public. who hasn't? besides.. i'm rather klutzy =p
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[*] I bake well. more or less. but it's all rather a matter of perception isn't it?
[ ] I have worn pajamas to class. damn vain.
[ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I have a job.
[*] Talked on a phone for 5+hours time of my life i dont' like talking about
[ ] I love Dr. Phil.
[*] I like someone.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[*] I am self-conscious. average teenage girl behaviour... but not to the extreme... at least i hope not..
[*] I love to laugh. laughing is good for the soul
[*] I have tried alcohol. regularly. cut down on the intake already though.. lol
[*] I drink alcohol on a regular basis. often enough. but as stated above. stopped already. i need all the brain cells i have
[ ] I have tried a cigarette.
[ ] I have smoked a pack in one day.
[*] I loved Lord of the Flies. one of the better classical bks.. rather disturbing though..
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills. no prob wid this.. especially after std6... =p
[*] I have a few scars. many many.. guides is bad for the skin. bamboo leaves permanent scars
[*] I've been out of this country.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[*] I love chocolate. ice-cream's better
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am not comfortable with being me.
[*] I play computer games when I'm bored. living in a secluded, disconnected dusthole, i DO need some entertainment...
[*] Gotten lost in the city. hahaha. i admit it. i'm damn blur
[ ] Thought of suicide before.
[ ] Seen a shooting star.
[ ] Had a serious surgery.
[ ] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[ ] Have kissed a stranger.
[*] Hugged a stranger. a friend's friend... who hugs in greeting
[ ] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex. don't like fighting
[ ] Been in a fist fight.
[ ] Been arrested.
[ ] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[ ] Swore at your parents.
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose. nope. never on purpose. i'm not THAT evil
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[ ] Gotten stiches.
[*] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. it's called exam time. wait.. does milo count? oh well.. i've drank milk often enough too.. haha
[*] Bitten someone. yep. be careful. i bite =p
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] Gotten the chicken pox.
[*] Crashed into a car. sigh
[ ] Been to Japan.
[*] Ridden in a taxi. in kl.. who hasn't?
[*] Shoplifted. unintentionally. they didn't check my stuff out. and i didn't know. until i got back and compared my expenditure and found a difference in accounts...
[ ] Been fired.
[*] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. sigh. double sigh. triple sigh. hahaha
[ ] Stole something from your job.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Had a crush on a teacher/coach. eek.. the quality (looks-wise and age-wise) of all my male teachers.... WRONG!
[ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] Been to Europe.
[ ] Slept with a co-worker
[ ] Been married.
[ ] Gotten divorced.
[*] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[*] Been on a plane.
[ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[*] Thrown up in a bar. *blush*
[*] Eaten sushi. recently became pretty addicted to jap food.. haha
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[ ] Been ice skating. steven, alex and the rest of my gang here.. i STILL WANT TO GO. after dynamics!!
[*] Cried in public. *blushes again*
[ ] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed. never purposely.. but i DO have a problem with traffic.. as ash and steven well know.. hahaha
[*] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have. guilty. =/
[*] Thought of someone almost 24/7.
[ ] Hate the world.

liberation

Liberation

well.. finally... exams are over!! liberated for the nxt few mths... my poor brain won't need to suffer anymore.. haha
i juz thought of this:
1 brain versus 5 exams
it's not fair.. it's almost akin to playing 1 pro dota player against 5 high-end noobs...
it equals to the pro getting beaten into dust
same thing goes to my brain.. it gets beaten into submission
and it doesn't really make a difference.. coz i don't know what nonsense i remembered
haha
hmm... oh well.. time for enjoyment now..
some of my col frenz and i plan to go langkawi after they all finish their papers (haha.. poor humanitarians... they've gotta suffer till 11th nov.. and one until 14th.. lol)
i hope that the trip turns out.. furthermore.. they want to be 'adventurous' and juz go there and hope that there'll be a vacant hotel room.. haha.. and the 7 of us.. are going to CRAM in that room.. ooh.. lol oh well.. not that i think we'll be sleeping much...
anyway.. so many things to do after exams.. haha... karaoke? haha.. we're gonna make each other go deaf.. lol
haihz... i discovered something very odd about my brain
stuff i NEED to remember like my exam schedule, notes, EXAM STUFF.. it absolutely refuses to remember anything... and things i want to forget.. it juz keeps on resurfacing in my mind over and over and over again... how pathetic.. the brain works in strange ways: remembers things you want to forget.. and forgets things you NEED to remember..
oh well.. i'll be grateful i've got a brain, however pathetic it is

back to my happy thoughts... those things which i can't forget = BAD MEMORIES
haha.. i'll stick to my happy thoughts... when u come across bad times, go back to when u were happy.. not quite possible for me, but i'll juz look forward to new happy memories.. haha.. which hopefully will bury the old ones
yay!! exam over!! think i might have pissed some ppl off.. haha.. with my overjoyous outlook of life at the moment... haha.. as most of them still have exams... haha

may the force be with happy on the outside ppl..
cheers~

letting go

"I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

i came across this in k.yin's friendster. i have to say, reading this.. really strikes a chord. some memories should remain as that: memories. hindsight is important-it teaches us valuable lessons. sometimes one juz needs to get burnt to know the danger of a fire. moving on and treasuring memories is a rather apt statement. it holds true.. one will learn more from experience.
many things in life juz aren't meant to be. and, accepting those things that weren't meant to be is the best way to move on. but unfortunately, letting go isn't always an option.
i know many many things in my life which juz aren't meant to be.
many things in my life which i juz dont' cement with
one of the most prominent things in my life which i juz don't cement with is studies..
as i said... letting go isn't always an option...

now.. if only i can get thru my exam with a reasonably high UAI....

anyone up for another round of dota?

i feel the keen need of pawning someone.. haha.. OWNING!! DOMINATING!! GODLIKE!!
that's juz wicked sick
i've got too much dota in my system
but i have to confess.. it pretty fun.. haha...

may the force be with unwilling exam-takers...
cheers~

nostalgia

*sigh* wat a waste.. my 3rd and final sem at inti has finally become interesting and fun... and it's gonna end in.. mm... 5 days... haih... saddening
it's rather interesting that despite the fact that our exams are juz around the corner, we're all still rushing out to play dota every break we have... lol, poor jo gets blamed everytime a few of us don't go.. oh well.. i'd bet she'll live wid it.. poor gal.. lol
exams start in 16 days.
oh well.. we need our time for fun and frolic
or not.. we'll all juz go mad
i'm gonna miss all the frenz i made here at inti... they really made my college yr really fun and a pleasure to attend. all the ups and downs... frenz who came and went... i'm thankful that this yr was pretty much filled with joy and laughter... thanks to all my frenz who made this yr so memorable
lol, i have to say this though.. in one of the debates my frenz and i were having.. i have come to a conclusion that ppl are juz plain weird.. i s'pose, arguably it is pretty normal for them, i still find it wrong.. wrong wrong wrong.. haha..
hmm, prom nite.. prom nite was pretty fun... thanks to all the ppl at table 11 who made the nite an enjoyable one! lol.. despite certain ppl at my table being pretty mean.. it was really funny.. and did brighten the nite up considerably... haha prom ended really late though.. more than an hour off..
went to glo after that. first time. hmm... i have to say i was pretty blur and lost in thr. thankfully there were the 4 ppl there who were more or less looking out for me... lol i must have pretty much ruined their nite (or morning more like it).. oops.. sorry.. my sincere apologies.. lol
it wasn't too bad... not really wat i expected but i didn't have much expectations so it was more or less a pretty good experience
hmm.. watched the hsc summer carnival video.. lol.. there was this ONE memorable scene... it will forever be etched in my memory.. pretty evil of me but who cares.. sue me.. haha.. i'll live wid my evilness....
juz installed dota on my com.. hopefully.. i dont' get pawned when i start playing.. oh well
my dota was nvr good
hmm... was taking a good look at my finances. think i'm gonna have to get a job come yr end. maybe at coffee bean or something
jeez.. how tiresome.
oh well
exam coming up. *note* 33 days to freedom! woo hoo!! pei wen's berday coming up. must remember to go.. must! must!
sure hope i don't oversleep and miss it.. lol
may the force be with ppl taking their final paper....
cheers~

lalalala

today, as i sit here, surrounded by numerous bks, i ponder upon this question which has been a constant gnat in my mind... 'Why in the world do i bother to blog? i don't even particularly like blogging'. the first answer that comes to mind is 'coz i'm bored' however pathetic that makes me and my life sound, i'm sad to say it's true. anyway, blogging, in a way, is a good way to keep up wid frenz lives.. although.. i seldom read my frenz blogs... wait a minute... seldom? more like nvr.. haha.. 'cept for like... wat, 3 ppl?? pathetic
anyway, this has been a turbulent month or so for me... despite the exams, which, by the way, rendered me an idiot as my brain cells were all killed off, i have to say, august was a pretty happy month for me... i had a good sem break and i have to say, i was genuinely pleased with life *grin*
good things, however, do not last.. they nvr do.... life is like a hill... it goes up, up, up but regardless, it will come down in the end... and i s'pose september stars clash wid my leo ones.. hahahaha....
it's pathetic. only 14days have passed. and i this mth has been waaaaaaaaaaaaaay frustrating, irritating, upsetting, any negative emotion. seems everything bad HAS to happen together all at once. oh well. i'll live and i definitely hope life will pick up again soon.. haha... oh well... i'll juz picked up the scattered shards of life and continue from there.. sooner or later, the puzzle will be completed.. muah ha ha!! i'm trying to sound.. hmm... poetic?? juz comes across as lame.. oh well.. back to my bks... prom coming up. finals coming up. freedom coming up. woo hoo!!
may the force be with non-willing bloggers..
cheers~

today i am become death

finally!! trials are over!! ok, before i elaborate bout this week, i'll elaborate bout my pathetic study break
wat did i do during study break?
obviously: study
ish.. super damn boring.. damn horrible... wat else?? hahaha.. juz the superlative of any negative attitude.. hahah.. it was terrible.. juz study and study.. and study.. wat do u do during study break? take a break from study? *bleah* yeah right
and my birthday was smack right in the middle of the break.. hehe.. life sucks doesn't it? luckily my frenz came over.. really nice of the four of them as all of them had major exams this entire week.. they came over for a 'surprise' berfday party wid cake and stuff... chocolate banana from secret recipe!! yum!! hehe.. pity them.. wonder how much of their 'surprising' came out of their pockets as they brought gifts as well.. hehe
then this week.. trials.
someone pls kill me
it was sooooooo extremely horrible.. hahahaa
nth to say bout it
anyway, tried the new top-choc ice-cream.. haha.. cheh.. edric can say i evil for tempting him and matt into taking it also.. hahahaa.. nonsense! lol
after bio, our last paper.. we actualyl went mad.. haha.. went to gurney.. saw there was movie for stealth at 12.45 (we reached at 12) and we bought tickets.. quickly went for lunch.. went for movie.. came out at 3.. saw that there was 'the island' playing at 3.30. so went to borrow student IDs from the numerous inti-ans walking around inti. bought tix. then in the 15 minutes we had, went to play time crisis.. hahaha.. the 4 of us ARE crazy.. hahahaa...
anyway, as post-exam celebrations, that's as fun as it can get..
after the movie marathon couldn't move.. haha.. by 6, all of us had sore backsides, headaches, eye-aches and watever other aches one could think of.. haha.. but i requote myself: that's as fun as it can get
lol anyway, now the post exam elation is wearing off.. ish.. time to sleep.. been lacking sleep for the past 3 weeks or so.. hehe
may the force be with euphoria..
cheers~

whiplash!

*yawn* i'm not particularly fond of updating my blog.. lol oh well.. i s'pose since i do have a blog i might as well blog
mm... wat has happened to me since i last upgraded.. a lot.. but i can't remember most of it.. so i'll just write a brief highlight
on the 31st of may.. it started off a fun day.. went for baskins!! hehe..i got my rum raisin!! yay!! after that... in the evening.. went to play badminton.. when one guy accidentally hit nianz in the eye with a shuttle.. ooh.. scary.. she started screaming.. i ran to get an icepack (which wasn't cold.. but no choice) and then yew drove her to the hospital.. thank goodness he knew where the emergency entrance is.. got stopped by police coz yew was driving real fast and illegally cutting in at the roundabout.. lol conversation was something like as follows:
polis: mengapa pandu cepat?
yew: kawan cedera.. mata
polis: huh? aiyoh.. bawa dia ke mana?
yew: lam wah ee
polis: oh, ambil pusingan (gestures) cepat.. pergi (to fellow police friend) matanya darah lar.. beri mereka pergi...
anyway.. needless to say.. we got to the hospital.. she got admitted and the nxt two weeks was spent with countless inti ppl terrorising lam wah ee hospital (me included) hahaha
pity them.. coz she had like visitors almost 24/7 (obviously the most popular patient on the floor.. haha)
anyway.. after she was ok and came out.. my turn to end up in hospital. involved in accident and got whiplash.. thankfully my passengers (nianz and jo.. i'm so sorry to involve both of you!! to yew and kev.. sorry for worrying both of you.. lol i was kinda blur) were both ok.. anyway.. i too caused a serious uproar in loh guan lye.. in my two day stay... my visitors got called to keep quiet 4 times.. haha.. luckily i got the suite.. it was like this really sterile hotel room with a small bed.. but the bed was soooo cool.. got to 'levitate' and stuff.. hehe.. and gave nianz, jo and yew something to play wid in my room.. coz i had a wheel chair.. hahaa.. and this seriously pathetic darth vader mask thingy
anyway.. came back to college... got lectured by a few of my lecturers for getting myself involved in an accident
anyway.. now.. let me see... mm.. nth new at the moment.. my foosball's improving.. got nominated for ms. hsc.. haha.. not that i'll win.. oh well.. had the dumb photoshoot thingy.. ended up doing nonsense.. coz i so do not know how to pose.. anyway.. time for me to go bug shuba to send some of the photos (the group ones my frenz and i who were nominated managed to convince the dsa to take for us wid their super cool camera.. hehe..) to send them to me.. dunno y.. the photos... juz couldn't be sent..oh well she sent me the wrong ones
watched fantastic four... wat can i say bout it?? it's fantastic!! and jessica alba's sooooooo pretty/hot/beautiful however u wanna put it.. hehe
oh.. nianz left to sunway already.. so now my group's become smaller.. lol oh well..
anyway.. i'm totally screwed.. trials coming.. have to finish two assignments (one a bloody mini-project) by like.. mm.. 6 hours time.. it's currently 1.18am. damn tired.. oh well.. i'll survive
can't wait for the one week break.. hopefully can plan the kl trip by then.. and obviously.. hopefully can execute it as well.. lol
may the force be with stiff-necked people..
cheers~

college life for the first time

this week is definitely the best week i had so far this yr in col.. without a doubt.. i feel like a college student first time in my life.. ahaha.. coz usually.. since the starting of the first sem.. i feel exactly like i'm still in school.. except that i don't wear school unis and i actually drive.
let me see.. i think i'll do a daily breakdown.. seems ezier that way
first things first: one of my sirs.. he's got loads of classes wid us.. anyway.. he cancelled all classes for the week. so super free this week
anyway.. let me see.. on monday i still was leading my normal boring school-ish kinda life.. then came tuesday.. my friend had exams the previous day.. so she was feeling down in the dumps.. so we went to get her a berfday cake and stuff (it was her berfday on sun) and we kacaued her for bout 2 hours... lol kinda wasted her time but i hope we managed to cheer her up somewhat
anyway... then wednesday... this day was pretty cool.. lol
went for dota.. for like four hours.. anyway.. after that went back to col.. went home. at least no one really got that mad at me (coz i totally suck in dota)
thursday.. i had my stupid muet exam.. i totally screwed it up.. it was the speaking exam.. and i had absolutely no idea wat i was saying!! my title was so damn hard.. ended up crapping loads of nonsense.. hope i managed to sell at least some of my points.. ahaha.. but the examiners didn't seem as if they were buying any of the crap i was coming up with.. anyway.. as i had exams.. i was excused frm classes all day.. but i was in the first group of the first batch.. so the exam started at like 8.20 (we were all there at 7.30am... although i was a lil' late.. not because i started out late.. but because i was caught in this stupid jam after i made a wrong turning...) anyway.. upon getting back to col (at around 9.05am) i skipped my first class ( i was exempted anyway) and hung out in the library talking and laughing wid some of my frenz who had no classes.. (no mood to go to class.. since i screwed up my paper) after that around 10, my frenz (who were not exempted) finished class... after that.. i went for breakfast wid some of them to kayu.. where we were caught in the rain..i'm glad its starting to rain again.. but still.. not when i'm stuck in it.. super cold and super drenched.. ahahahhaa.. anyway.. after that... DOTA!! man.. i'm becoming a dota freak. a note: i still suck at it. after that we went for a round of CS. my CS isn't any better than my dota (which is to say.. i'm damn pathetic at it.. at least i've improved since i last played.. coz this is technically the first time i played either game) anyway.. thanks to my frenz who actually took the time off their games to help me get used to the game.. and for supplying me with the fundamentals of the games.
anyway.. went back to class for 1-2pm.. after that.. back again to the cyber cafe for more dota
this session sucked.. ahaha.. i didn't play at first.. i didn't mind not playing.. get to watch the keng players play.. anyway.. after that.. one of my frenz gave up his com to let me play.. wow.. terrible.. he was thr telling me wat to do.. then one of my other frenz (not frm inti) saw me.. and began telling me wat to do too.. lol.. i know i'm a noob and all.. but when 2 ppl tell u conflicting things.. u do only one thing: get confused
so i got confused and got slaughtered.. ahaha
anyway.. we headed back to col after that. let me see.. it was roughly around 5 that time. went home.
came friday.. hehe.. we changed all our classes so that we finished (most) classes at 12. got into loads of trouble wid the lecturers coz of that (we're actually not allowed to change classes.. but wth. this one time.. needed to enjoy the week.. the first time i actually felt like a col student *grin*) went to watch kingdom of heaven (again for me.. since i watched it on wed already.. but wth.. sometimes, its the company that makes it fun) anyway.. we were slightly late for the movie (who cares?? *grin*) after that we went for lunch.. and realised at roughly.. mm.... 3.45pm we realised that it was almost 4 (we had class starting at 4.. lol) and rushed all the way back to inti (which is damn far frm gurney) got back at 4.30 (ahhaa.. damn late) but the teacher wasn't angry (at least hopefully not tooo angry) oh well.. it's stupid LAN anyway. don't quite care lol
after LAN we didn't really wanna go back yet.. so went down to canteen and played 3 rounds of foosball wid my friends (out of the 4, i was the worst.. damn embarassing.. but at least i'm getting some foosball lessons frm one of my frenz who's super keng at foosball.. lol) after that i played some ping pong but then my friend still didn't wanna go back (since she didn't get her fill of table tennis yet) so i went back to play foosball again.. practised.. although.. i still suck.. ahhaa
anyway.. friday nite left me totally pooped.. lol
life was so fun this week.. i don't feel like going back to being the 'serious col student' wid study and bks.. although i know that i don't have a choice. oh well.. at least i had a good week
may the force be with college students..
cheers~

my preciousssss

ok. new post. i'm still kinda lazy to update my blog. since absolutely no one reads it. anyhow.. i doubt anyone really gives a damn about my life. anyway.. i juz wanna check on my tagboard.. it seems to have disappeared.. nothing i do seems to be able to induce it to reappear in my blog. haih. sad sad.
hmm.. i got my exam results.. yay! i passed LAN.. with pretty good grade too... a B. ahaha.. i would have been happy wid a C but a B is much better...
my exam results.. all pretty good.. except bio. bio sucks. big time. i hate that sub. i wonder again, why i actually take that particular sub. i mean.. if u look at my other subs grade-wise.. i got like 4As and 1... mm... D
that totally sucks.
anyway.. i juz moved... since i juz moved.. i've lost like a dozen things.. among the things i've lost are my rangers/guides/brownies scarves.. which is quite sad.. since they are quite precious to me.. my preciousssss...
i'm actually bone-tired.. i'd never believe previously that i could ache this much.. everything hurts.. ahha.. n i'm actualyl quite bruised and scratched.. no idea how..
my new house.. hmm.. it's bigger than my old one. i got my own room. almost everything in it is blue.. hehe.. anyway.. wat else? i'm too broke to buy stuff for it.. so therefore, i'm currently lacking a dustbin a chair and many other essentials.. lol
my room is also a mess.. there are boxes everywhere.. and come to think of it.. my entire house is a mess.. there are boxes everywhere.. ahaha i can't find anything. at least one good thing.. my bro's room, my room and my sis's room.. all are really close to each other. so easy to get around.. ahaha
anyway, that's bout it for my week
may the force be with the people who just moved house
(come to think of it.. star wars is coming out.. i can't wait!!!!)
cheers~

attempting to push clear of the mist

today is the official first day of my study break. as one of my friends said: this is the time to break from study. then friday only begin the study break. lol
anyway, i'm unfortunately sick so studying is like trying to work myself through this glaze. my brain is totally misted up. oh well. i'm totally behind in my 'study schedule' lol damn end up still onlining
went up to inti this morning and totally wasted my time. forgot to bring my bks up and therefore i was left with absolutely NOTHING to study. but had to stay up there coz i was waiting for my friend who was suppose to return my bk.. but due to some unforseen circumstances, i couldn't get my bk back. so i had a totally wasted morning.
anyway, there is actually no updates wid my life. lol i'm upgrading my blog due to extreme boredom. i SHOULD be studying but i can't bring myself to study anymore. keep on sleeping or watching tv or onlining.. damn. shouldn't slack off so much.
learnt the fundamentals of pool. still pretty (actually superbly) bad at it.. seem to have problem pulling my que back after i hit the ball and i don't control the que to well.. lol
anyway may the force be with slackers like me,
cheers~

blog insertions

okok.. this is a blog to fill in some of the blanks of my past blog 'belated update' coz i forgot i did this stuffs till like recently
anyway, one of those days i went for blood donation.. went with sookie, angie and vanessa.. super lawak.. all of us were SOOOO scared... then went there.. wanted to do blood test and we had to fill up some form first.. my goodness they asked the stupidest questions.. anyway, after filling out the form we realised.. *drum roll* we were all UNDERAGED
ahahahaha
i was underaged by like.. 5 months? sookie even more
so we had to go around col trying to find a lecturer/adult to permit us to donate blood.. finally ended up going to the dsa to get permission there.
anyway, during the blood donation itself.. ahaha.. sookie and i were having competition to see who could fill the blood bag up fastest.. i won!! yay!! ahaha.. actually that's because i started earlier.. ahaha.. anyway, the entire time we were pumping blood we were commenting on each other's progress.. "u're bag's half-full d!! hurry!!!" ahahaa
anyway, recently amy came back frm her ns.. went out wid her.. for baskins!! hehe.. i LOVE baskins!! except it seems rum raisin is either super popular or super unpopular.. can nvr find it.. ish! anyway.. sookie!! sorry bout yi xin's prez.. coz i sent amy to gurney so i decided to pick up her prez since i was there.. than her frenz didn't come yet so she came wid me.. then i saw this pair of super cute purple butterfly earrings so i bought it for her.. amy asked whether could share since she was leaving and she wanted to pass yi xin's prez to her thru me.. and she got this matching necklace.. asked me to wrap for her.. so it was easier to share.. sorry!!
anyway, attempted learning how to play drums juz now.. i'm quite hopeless at it.. cannot coordinate the right hand, left hand, right foot, left foot.... ahahaha.. dunno wat nonsense i was playing
oh well.. it was funny.. laughed most of the time
haih.. tomorrow is my ACCOUNTS second test!! damn.. i die d.. dunno wat the hell i am doing. oh well.. i'll live wid it kua.. i hope
at least i get to meet up wid some of my old sch pals tomorrow during yi xin's berfday.. that gal super keng.. having berfday party at evergreen
may the force be with ppl who are sick to their core..
cheers~

belated update

kayz.. been some time since i've last updated my blog so here's my new update
my life has been pretty monotonous since i last updated my blog.. everyday wake up go to col, come back.. blah blah blah...
although honestly i have to say col life is gettin more fun.. lol i s'pose coz making new frenz
furthermore nianz came back to study in inti.. i know she misses singapore but we're not THAT bad rite??? n our inti gang's quite fun rite?? lol
amy left two weeks ago.. haih.. miss her.. although fortunately for her she seems to be enjoying ns... it was great meetin up wid her juz now.. get to catch up a lil' bit on stuff miss talking to her d.. although she's changed a lil bit.. lol.. and i can't believe she doesn't like shopping d.. oh well.. lol when she gets back frm ns must ingrain into her the shopping bug again.. ahahaha
went for baskins that day.. so happy!! first time i ever did stupid parallel parking!! ahahahahahah!!! but unfortunately my rum raisin was sold out.. damn.. now have to wait two mths b4 can eat it d.. ahahahaa... the 31st was a day of ice-cream.. ahahhaa.. my gang planned all day to go eat baskins.. when we went, the queue super super long.. anyway, after finishing i went home.. then my bro asked me whether i wanted baskins.. so we went.. but the queue near pulau tikus there was amazing.. there were actually ppl lining up OUTSIDE baskins to go in.. needless to say i didn't go for a second round of baskins.. in the end tried this jap icecream.. no idea wat it's called but it's pretty good
april fools day yesterday.. my goodness.. first time in many years kept on getting fooled.. lol.. oh well.. i don't think i'm ever going to play april fool jokes anymore.. after experiencing an april fool's fiasco..
lol.. i'm soooo happy!! i passed LAN-MEC!!! more or less anyway.. so far got 46 out of 60.. it takes 50 to pass.. so i've essentially passed d.. lol alhtough finals this coming sat i don't care.. i've passed liao.. bwah ha ha!!
ook.. nxt test on thursday.. ACCOUNTS!! ahhh!!
lol.. summore mid terms coming up.. better go hit the bks..
may the force be with ppl who passed LAN...
cheers~

Tears and Laughter

spm results finally came out!! damn.. didn't do well but oh well.. i've come to terms wid it
honestly should have known that the results won't be that good d.. ahaha.. my car broke down yesterday so something like a bad omen.. luckily i had friends to help me out when my car broke down.. and of course, thanks to the inti security guard, the eon centre mechanic, ming, jo, varsha and their friend, my mum and big brother.
to all my friends who did well in spm.. congratulations!! congrats to nianz for her 10As, jo for her 11A1s (freak! ahaha), jie for her 11As, amy for her 8As, sonia for her 8As and sookie for her results too. i'm glad for you guys that we all did well..
kudos too, to my inti friends who did well.. even those who didn't score straight A1s.. ur results were good too, k? i know many of u expected straight A1s but A2s are considered As too.. to those who didn't get straight As, ur results were all pretty damn good too so don't feel bad.
went to gurney to 'celebrate'. ahaha.. anyway, went to fish and co. the food was good.. seems like i spent my whole day eating.. i went to eat a waffle.. then went to fish and co.. then went to secret recipe. i'm stuffed to puking d.. ahaha
went to 1-stop in the evening wid my bro and his gf. hehe.. they got me this crystal thing that's s'pose to improve memory.. it's real pretty.. and blue too!! yay!! kind of 'congrats u did well for spm gift' although honestly, my results didn't kinda warrant the crystals. thanks guys!
to all my friends who i met up wid last nite for the million dollar baby and today for results and kai kai after that.. thanks for making this morbid day so much better!! u really really made my day fun.
juz a note to some of my suicidal contemplating friends... u guys did well!! don't think stuff like dat k??????? it's not worth it!!!
may the force be with straight A scorers...
cheers~

roadblocks

can't wait for tomorrow.. can meet up wid my frenz to makan.. and movie!! yay!! and summore since spm results are coming out thursday no col on thursday.. lol
i got my chem and math and LAN results.. i did ok.. except for LAN.. that one i did terribly but who cares?? i juz need to pass.. ahaha.. still got math ext-1, english and bio to come.. not to mention our SPM results. oh well.. i think i'm mentally prepared to get it.. ahhaa.
had a great lunch juz now.. pan mee.. first time i've ever tried pan mee. yum!!
had badminton match juz now.. kena ta pao dengan teruk teruknya.. ahaha.. oh well.. who cares?? it was fun.. at least i got to excercise.. have been seriously lacking that recently.. putting on weight like nobody's business.. ahaha
lol.. during english juz now we had this listening test. at least it was better to listen to than the one we heard last week. the one we heard last week honestly couldn't be heard. the aussie's accents was juz terrible.. really incohorent. they juz kept on babbling and babbling.. argh. after like 5 minutes of talking i think i heard the total of like four words.. honestly!! terrible.. ahaha
oh my gosh.. my bio is certified pathetic.. can't believe i actually redid my assignment 3 times coz i kept on getting it wrong.. frustrating!! ahhaa.. don't know wat's wrong wid me
may the force be with the recepients of results..
cheers~

temporary freedom

today is saturdat night.. finally exams are over.. accounts was um.. ok.. i think.. i think i'll pass.. don't know how well i'll do but oh well.. that's life.. hehe
juz now went out for lunch wid my frenz.. in a coffee shop.. we had chicken rice although i think fatty loh's chicken rice is better.. but this one wasn't bad.. pity my frenz nia.. all crammed at the back of my car (there were um.. four ppl there.. hehe.. ming sat in front) we had our lunch somewhere near our col.. we all came out early frm acc though.. almost one hour early (it was a two hour paper) i know i definitely gave up quite early..
bio yesterday was an absolute killer.. didn't know how to answer a whole lot of questions so i made everything up.. came out early also (it's a 1 hour paper.. imagine how pathetic my answers will be)
had the first leg of my badminton tournament yesterday.. my partner's no longer ming.. coz she didn't want to play d.. so i partnered one of my col-mates.. we won!! yay!! nxt leg will be on tuesday.. against the lecturer team!! ahh!!
now wondering whether we should go for the mid-sem party.. methinks it'll be a bit boring.. doesn't seem like anyone frm hsc is going.. and we'll be feeding mosquitos.. i'll think about it.. lol
nxt week is wat i call result week.. nxt week we're going to be receiving our spm results!! (AHH!!) good thing is no col on thursday.. but then nxt week we're gonna be receiving our first assessment results as well.. as well as our mid-term results for accounts.. nooo... i did super badly i'm sure...
hey, ppl... sonia's coming back on the 21st of march (that's her sem break) will u all be free to meet up wid her? i'll be having exams around then.. along wid jo n ming but probably we'll be able to go hang out wid her.. how bout all of u?
my head hurts.. i juz spent my last.. um.. 6 hours watching tv.. ahhh!!! pain... lol
oh.. i joined circles d.. anyone have any idea how to use it? coz i definitely don't.. lol
may the force be with free birds..
cheers~

A mosaic of my friends and family.. to those whose pictures aren't here.. sorry!!